Argh.

Real life= defeated! For once, jesus. I thought the work load was supposed to go away after APs, but no, apparently not. Technically still have Physics and SAT IIs but uh, screw that. I'm done! It's so haaaaard to be me homework wah wah etc.

On a more important getting-off-my-ass note, if I do not post (or comment) at CFUD tomorrow, I will kill myself. Or my family. Or maybe just that spider behind my computer. But it won't be pretty, so I better do it.

First time updating in like, two years. What exciting things lie in the life of our heroine? Too much.

In sum: 1 practice AP English exam, 1 essay (three intermittent drafts), three free writes, two APUSH tests on three chapters, last analytic geometry test of the year, first calculus test of the year (failed), three physics tests in three weeks, fight with friends with horrible results and little resolution, got into CFUD, got back SAT scores 800 in reading eee, horrible hormone beasties, French exchange student coming over, going to open house for extra credit and being told after two hours it doesn't actually count, having horrible paranoia in re: CFUD, got Wii, horrible yearbook deadlines that are the last ones ever, taking exchange student to various exotic locales, hard drive crashing and taking most of my things with it, and crippling shyness ruining most social endeavors.

...thank god for STAR testing! I think all the big projects are done, sooo things should calm down for a bit allowing more time for geekery but. ...man. This year can end fast, s'all I'm saying.

Still to do!
-get over self-doubt
-get over self
-reinstall stuff on old hard drive (esp. IRC!)
-start reviewing for APUSH
-research life as hobo (with internet?)

Woah.

I didn't know a movie could be that GOOD.

p.s. See Serenity.

Nothing interesting has really happened lately, but I have received my classes for next year:

Western Civ
AS English II
Advanced Drama
PE- Dance
French III
AS Chemistry
Alg II/Trig

Woo! I guess I can get used to this High School thing. :)

http://www.sjstealth.com/

You see that? That is a professional lacrosse team.

With a ninja mascot.

LACROSSE NINJAS.

Nngh. I shouldn't be up this late. Don't care, not like I have to go to school.

I saw an ad for Giselle on the bus Thursday. I was a little sad to find it took me a couple minutes to recall the plot. Giselle was my favorite I think, and looking back, it seems kind of shallow. I miss taking ballet sometimes, but I think I was losing interest when I left. Probably would've stopped even if we hadn't moved.

It was still fun though. I want to see a ballet again, although I'm not sure if the family would appreciate it.

arhahajajhaj my finger hurts after typing this. Maybe this would be a hint for some people to type with the fingers without injury, but not for me!

I was browsing DeviantArt and what do I see?

Asterix/Obelix. You know, that kind of Asterix/Obelix.

I think there is someone out there cataloging every single thing I read/saw/enjoyed as a child, and RUINING IT FOREVER.

FOREVER.

Also, I think I'm developing an obsession with Phantom. I'm trying to convince myself it's just the book, but it's not working. I am trying to purge it from my system my reading badfic, so that's helping. I hope.

NGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH.

I will NOT listen to Phantom of the Opera, I will NOT listen to Phantom of the Opera, I willfJAGHAGAKJGAFHAGJL

Okay, credit where credit is due. It's really, really catchy.

Hooraaaaaaay. -rattles noisemaker-

( So er...resolutions and all that. )

Hmm? Oh, appropriate seasonal greetings and all that.

I gots me my fair share of loot, but I'm too tired to post them. However, the present you guys get to hear about is ICONS.

-strokes her new shinies- I r geek.

Hey internet, it is time to teach you manners.

Commenting on someones body shape in a derogatory way makes puppies cry. It is mean to say 'OMG HE SO FAT MUST EAT SALAD', and it is equally rude to say 'OMG SO ANOREXIC MUST SHOVE HAMBURGER DOWN THROAT.' Also makes poor ribby/curvy girls get pouty lips and use ALL CAPS on livejournal.

ALL CAPS.

Think about it.

Saw the Incredibles over the weekend. Highly recommended it, unless you are a very small child. Because some of the parts disturbed ME a little.

Also: me and Violet are soulmates. Both awkward teenagers with superpowers in a lonely, lonely world. Also: are both scarythin. ourplatonicloveissomeantobe.

(note: have decided am too good for "I". take notice)

I don't know if I want to wake up tomorrow.

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Just because someone is young, doesn't mean they are stupid. Someones argument is not invalidated because they are younger than you. Saying 'oh you silly kids when will you learn adults are better BOW DOWN PUNY MORTAL' makes you look kind of like an asshole.

Of course, as I am but a wee thing, this whole entry means crap.

(also: afhjkabfajkbf ooh look bush can't pronounce a word that means he is a LOSERRETARDMONKETPANTS.

plz attack his policies if anything kthx)

(ALSO x2: No one deserves to be raped internet. I mean, what are you smoking. I want out of the relationship.)

TODAY A GAZILLION YEARS AGO I WAS BORN.

My mother made me teh most beautiful cake ever, but I cannot show you pictures because I like to live.

In honor of this event that required much hard work from me, I get a gazillion presents!

( Mah loot )

Give me internet {{HUGZZZZ}} now plz.

Romeo is SUCH A GOTH.

No, not a goth, EMO.

ROMEMO.

(it's funny if you're thirteen)

AFAJF

D: I DO NOT LIKE HIGH SCHOOL VERY MUCH

11 TESTS THE FIRST THREE WEEKS.

ELEVEN.

Well, it's actually not that bad, but IT'S THE PRINCIPLE OF THE THING.

EDIT: OH AND FRIENDS LIST:

I'll promise to get off the WOETEENANGERANGST phase soon, but I need to get back in the swing of things.

The french have the best children's books.

I HAVE AN EXCUSE.

...well, no I don't.

Sooo... my first day of High School is tomorrow.

STRESS