Argh.

Real life= defeated! For once, jesus. I thought the work load was supposed to go away after APs, but no, apparently not. Technically still have Physics and SAT IIs but uh, screw that. I'm done! It's so haaaaard to be me homework wah wah etc.

On a more important getting-off-my-ass note, if I do not post (or comment) at CFUD tomorrow, I will kill myself. Or my family. Or maybe just that spider behind my computer. But it won't be pretty, so I better do it.

First time updating in like, two years. What exciting things lie in the life of our heroine? Too much.

In sum: 1 practice AP English exam, 1 essay (three intermittent drafts), three free writes, two APUSH tests on three chapters, last analytic geometry test of the year, first calculus test of the year (failed), three physics tests in three weeks, fight with friends with horrible results and little resolution, got into CFUD, got back SAT scores 800 in reading eee, horrible hormone beasties, French exchange student coming over, going to open house for extra credit and being told after two hours it doesn't actually count, having horrible paranoia in re: CFUD, got Wii, horrible yearbook deadlines that are the last ones ever, taking exchange student to various exotic locales, hard drive crashing and taking most of my things with it, and crippling shyness ruining most social endeavors.

...thank god for STAR testing! I think all the big projects are done, sooo things should calm down for a bit allowing more time for geekery but. ...man. This year can end fast, s'all I'm saying.

Still to do!
-get over self-doubt
-get over self
-reinstall stuff on old hard drive (esp. IRC!)
-start reviewing for APUSH
-research life as hobo (with internet?)

Woah.

I didn't know a movie could be that GOOD.

p.s. See Serenity.

Nothing interesting has really happened lately, but I have received my classes for next year:

Western Civ
AS English II
Advanced Drama
PE- Dance
French III
AS Chemistry
Alg II/Trig

Woo! I guess I can get used to this High School thing. :)

http://www.sjstealth.com/

You see that? That is a professional lacrosse team.

With a ninja mascot.

LACROSSE NINJAS.

Nngh. I shouldn't be up this late. Don't care, not like I have to go to school.

I saw an ad for Giselle on the bus Thursday. I was a little sad to find it took me a couple minutes to recall the plot. Giselle was my favorite I think, and looking back, it seems kind of shallow. I miss taking ballet sometimes, but I think I was losing interest when I left. Probably would've stopped even if we hadn't moved.

It was still fun though. I want to see a ballet again, although I'm not sure if the family would appreciate it.

arhahajajhaj my finger hurts after typing this. Maybe this would be a hint for some people to type with the fingers without injury, but not for me!

I was browsing DeviantArt and what do I see?

Asterix/Obelix. You know, that kind of Asterix/Obelix.

I think there is someone out there cataloging every single thing I read/saw/enjoyed as a child, and RUINING IT FOREVER.

FOREVER.

Also, I think I'm developing an obsession with Phantom. I'm trying to convince myself it's just the book, but it's not working. I am trying to purge it from my system my reading badfic, so that's helping. I hope.

NGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH.

I will NOT listen to Phantom of the Opera, I will NOT listen to Phantom of the Opera, I willfJAGHAGAKJGAFHAGJL

Okay, credit where credit is due. It's really, really catchy.

Hooraaaaaaay. -rattles noisemaker-

( So er...resolutions and all that. )